FARHANA ( not his real name) 17 years, is a cheerful girl who has many friends for his warm friendly and accessible, in addition he is the sole daughter of the family.
Growing up with brothers and sisters by his father since the death their mother 10 years ago, making an independent Farhana a teenager.
Every time he transformed the school holidays will fill their days working in the shop near the village to search for pocket money.
When the author face to face with him, just smile even in space cast his eyes sticking thousand additional grief when her small body did not reveal the true age of the content reaching seven months at the time.
Tragedy black spotted by neighbors during the late night at home nearby rural areas in NSW last year are not likely to escape from her memory erased, although it attempts to present day.
Scan Farhana did not think his neighbors who had been regarded as his own brother would rape her just because she does not treat the Short Messaging System (SMS) and Azman demand for a serious relationship.
Azman (not his real name) is married and is within three separate houses their homes.Men aged mid 20′s was a brother Farhana and friends often went to his house. But their relationship was not close because Azman is not a good man and all the necessities of life suffered by the wife. “That night, when I was listening to the radio alone in the room suddenly dicekup mouth felt strongly from the rear.
“While I try to scream, but were helpless with no additional nature to fight my room located in the space behind the house.
” Additional time is also His father and brother were watching television and not hear me screaming out of habit I would like to install radio habits hard.
“After that, I am still the same and did not tell my father that I was raped because of the embarrassment and fear scolded , “he said. During this period Farhana also not aware that they are already pregnant for four months because of uncertainty haidnya cycle before.
” I just know after a personal examination using pregnancy test kits purchased at pharmacies, “he said.
Said Farhana, once confirmed pregnant, best ways to abort because we are unwilling to bear the shame grows, let alone its contents.
“I search for information on the Internet ways to abort until I managed to contact a doctor.
” The doctor has the skills abortion machine, but I felt frustrated because the content can not be dropped because the baby is growing up and sufficient properties.
“At that time, I still go to school and meet with friends as usual. Although the stomach is increasing gestational age are yet to see significant changes.When thinking about the content grows, eventually Farhana dare tell her father that. “At the beginning they could not accept the news it. As a result I was beaten because suspected willingly do the damn thing is so pregnant.
“After knowing I was pregnant, my friends and family tried to distance himself and made me feel depressed.
“Due to saving face and protecting me, my father had applied from the Social Welfare Department (JKM) to place me in the shelter until I delivered a healthy baby.
” After living in the Home Protection Taman Seri Puteri Cheras, I feel more comfortable and relaxed because all my friends who are here in the same boat with me, plus there are many activities and programs organized for us here, “he said.